Woke up this morning to the smell of rain,
Tears running down your window pane.
Little pictures on your telephone,
To remind you that you're not alone...
Through the curtains see the breaking sun
Let you know you're not the only one...

Coming gently the rising sun as I vividly up high,
acting to distribute its rays, I gaze and I remember...
just a simple memory from the past-
coloring pencil, my dearest love,
all started from such,
our bonding as lovers were bloomed and lasted.

you said,

when I am sad I imagine you cheering me up
when I am happy I imagine you right there with me
when I am scared I imagine you there to comfort me
when I am sick I imagine you taking care of me
when I am cold I imagine you warming me up
you are my princess in my imagination,
if only you could see that you are my reality.

Surely I'll defined you without any regret to whoever dare to ask and care,
obviously you're sweet and thoughtful, my honey with fine dosage of mood swings and jealously.
Nonetheless, I truly care for you and always, ready to appreciate whatever you do,
everything likewise, whether great or of little value,

i see them worthy because, "I love you"

From: A.W and J.A.M

Make-UP your own imaginary personality...

I elegy composed dark, covert, vague and shaded.
I alone rancid myself.

All lie's never lie.
They tell the truth of themselves
They're always sheer false.

To pretend is the best ,
I find myself hidden in a crest.
But, why some people don't care a lot,
that, it almost tore me apart...

Shadows of vertical bars cast upon my body
everywhere I go, not noticed by anybody
I am indeed amazed of my two faces
An inch away in drowning myself.

The words my mouth spits
is death's call of any highest cast
Still jailed by the memory
the thought of making myself forever free
The denial of what I cannot get back
Emphasizes most of what I had lacked.

It's all I can see
those eyes keep on haunting me
Darkness comes as they go near
When all I can do is to live in fear.

Infinite silence,
flowing right in with the dawn
This is wrong, and I cannot sleep without the radio on.

And we fall asleep again with ties to mend
So please let the cleaning begin with evolution.

You are in my dreams
Half human, half machine
Looking right through the lens
From winter brings the spring again.

Hold my breath 'til communication is only just a test. You with someone else that I have felt and seen I cannot rest, or my consciousness contest.

Going underground, I continued to dig a hole without knowing how far it would go my scoop, wet by the earth in one hand, I searched for your arm. Patching together a patchwork happiness as I sowed the seed, I was crushed by your strength. Feeling my way on top of you, by the moonlight.
tangled up, I believed I could be your resting place...

Where will this eternity I envisioned, secluded within my cocoon
take seed and blossom into a flower, I wonder?
soon the morning will bring back the dark night
and take my eyes.

If you can't hear me screaming,
destroy me by your hand
while I can still be called "me".
your arms that catch me,
turn to a peaceful dust
and again I look quietly to the heavens.

Burn, no going back to the place I promised
running across the earth stained black
by the pain of being torn apart
look for me, flying with ease.

The marks your palms left behind can't be removed...

Inspired with the game, "Fatal Frame II"

Didn't I know you?
Strange as all new thoughts on impotence.
All I want are windows
It wouldn't be the first time.

Didn't I, didn't I know you?
All along, all we've been given is the ugliest tidings.
All along, we've been a mess now quick dilation is the only chance we have left. A stranger's just someone that you've forgotten.
How will we know if we've met before or done this dance.

see me smiling and laughing, but my heart is aching.
You may ask me why, cause the real thing is behind you...

If you remember, i've been trying to get back to the center. I'm sure it's not like it was before.

I'll never get what is coming to me oh i think you'll get just what you deserve
don't shine your eyes to the ???? world you'll find it a whole lot easier if you just work. If I could get this feeling to end with trembling idle hands holding me there we laugh in the face of love cause nobody's really there.

Nobody's real...

I'm searching for something to do, they just appeared out of the blue.
Weird things that I don't understand, a dream has just began...

Here is the video that i can relate in this writings..

Directed by Marc Velasco
Cast:
Robert as TABUL
Arvine as TUBUL
MCKhey
Michael
and others.. ehehe

eheheh awfully NONSENSE...

My night was cold again and there were feelings I just can't hide all over again were continuously falling down from evening till dawn.

I was sitting in that room but, why was it filled with gloom? I just kept asking myself this question. Suddenly, my feet were going to a direction. My feet stopped from walking but my heart kept on bursting then I saw a lass in the mirror,

So broken, so miserable...

I ran finding a door, but why? there's no such door? Then I looked so hopeless, closing my eyes, with no trace of prowess. When I opened my eyes, I saw a light. Light coming from "HER" and escape from this "NIGHTMARE"

You're near when you need something from me,
Especially on times when you fall,
often i asked if this has to be,
but, I'm always distracted whenever you call.

I've done everything just to please you,
yet you ignore, you don't even mind.
I always find a way for me to see you,
Even though it makes my time knotted in bind.
For now you'll see everything different,
and I'm saying this just for you to know,
But still, my love for you is permanent.
So don't be shocked for what I will show,
Whatever I'll do is what i believe,
May give me the peace that I'll be relieved.

Isn't it funny when you "Miss" someone? You text them to let them know that you're thinking of them. But the truth is, what you really want is for them to think of you even for just a moment.
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Love is a meaningful word of "SACRIFICE" for the good of the beloved... It is giving up your own happiness, it is forgetting yourself, it is giving your "ALL"
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"I Love You" no matter how much the pain i have to suffer, the tears I have to cry on, the emptiness and longings I have to bear. I will never stop loving you... "Never Forever."
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Love knows no boundary. You can never expect what true love can do and reach. When two hearts are destiny, no distance can be impossible.
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Never rush falling in love for love never runs out. Let love be the one to knock at your Heart because true love is worth waiting for...

Make me know if I'm wrong or right,
and give me strength to give a fight.
Name this feeling I keep all night,
and love me too and hug me tight.
Lighten my mind and give me might,
or shed my heart and give me fright.
Tonight will be a sorrow night,
only because, you took my light...

Dancing with you, my princess, is what I dreamed, accompanied with the skilled musician and his lovely melody...
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Purity
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Forever was the eternal promise To give was happy memories
Your goodbye is more than i can bear but the damage was a great despair...
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Off
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There in the dark, aching about my "BROKEN HEART" 'cause there's so much pain that I feel and hopelessness for myself...
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Non
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True to every word, endless to this feeling' what else can i say? Hmm. "I LOVE YOU", "PLEASE STAY..."

Emotionally what exactly can do a camera without a "FLASH"

Can we last through the darkness?
The darkness is started to fade in.
The only one who remembers
Taking the wrong step, falling in front of other.
The lenses are already vibrating with undefined reasons.
These nights are all ready long.
And if I last through the darkness,
I swear to you now, I won't capture...

-Mandala