Woke up this morning to the smell of rain,
Tears running down your window pane.
Little pictures on your telephone,
To remind you that you're not alone...
Through the curtains see the breaking sun
Let you know you're not the only one...

Shadows of vertical bars cast upon my body
everywhere I go, not noticed by anybody
I am indeed amazed of my two faces
An inch away in drowning myself.

The words my mouth spits
is death's call of any highest cast
Still jailed by the memory
the thought of making myself forever free
The denial of what I cannot get back
Emphasizes most of what I had lacked.

It's all I can see
those eyes keep on haunting me
Darkness comes as they go near
When all I can do is to live in fear.

Infinite silence,
flowing right in with the dawn
This is wrong, and I cannot sleep without the radio on.

And we fall asleep again with ties to mend
So please let the cleaning begin with evolution.

You are in my dreams
Half human, half machine
Looking right through the lens
From winter brings the spring again.

Hold my breath 'til communication is only just a test. You with someone else that I have felt and seen I cannot rest, or my consciousness contest.

Didn't I know you?
Strange as all new thoughts on impotence.
All I want are windows
It wouldn't be the first time.

Didn't I, didn't I know you?
All along, all we've been given is the ugliest tidings.
All along, we've been a mess now quick dilation is the only chance we have left. A stranger's just someone that you've forgotten.
How will we know if we've met before or done this dance.

see me smiling and laughing, but my heart is aching.
You may ask me why, cause the real thing is behind you...

If you remember, i've been trying to get back to the center. I'm sure it's not like it was before.

I'll never get what is coming to me oh i think you'll get just what you deserve
don't shine your eyes to the ???? world you'll find it a whole lot easier if you just work. If I could get this feeling to end with trembling idle hands holding me there we laugh in the face of love cause nobody's really there.

Nobody's real...

You're near when you need something from me,
Especially on times when you fall,
often i asked if this has to be,
but, I'm always distracted whenever you call.

I've done everything just to please you,
yet you ignore, you don't even mind.
I always find a way for me to see you,
Even though it makes my time knotted in bind.
For now you'll see everything different,
and I'm saying this just for you to know,
But still, my love for you is permanent.
So don't be shocked for what I will show,
Whatever I'll do is what i believe,
May give me the peace that I'll be relieved.

Make me know if I'm wrong or right,
and give me strength to give a fight.
Name this feeling I keep all night,
and love me too and hug me tight.
Lighten my mind and give me might,
or shed my heart and give me fright.
Tonight will be a sorrow night,
only because, you took my light...

Dancing with you, my princess, is what I dreamed, accompanied with the skilled musician and his lovely melody...
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Purity
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Forever was the eternal promise To give was happy memories
Your goodbye is more than i can bear but the damage was a great despair...
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Off
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There in the dark, aching about my "BROKEN HEART" 'cause there's so much pain that I feel and hopelessness for myself...
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Non
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True to every word, endless to this feeling' what else can i say? Hmm. "I LOVE YOU", "PLEASE STAY..."

Emotionally what exactly can do a camera without a "FLASH"

Can we last through the darkness?
The darkness is started to fade in.
The only one who remembers
Taking the wrong step, falling in front of other.
The lenses are already vibrating with undefined reasons.
These nights are all ready long.
And if I last through the darkness,
I swear to you now, I won't capture...

-Mandala